Last night’s date night was simply amazing. It’s been a while. Maybe it was because you drove all this way. Maybe it was so great because you picked me up from my house. Maybe it was so great because when I got into your black truck, you went in for that kiss and took me by surprise. Maybe it’s because I remember your black truck as the first time I met you, with that huge crack in the windshield and the way that you have it lifted so I can barely get into it. Maybe it was because we went to a movie, cuddled, kissed, and laughed at all the perfect times. Maybe it was because you took me back to your house after. Maybe it’s the way you showed me you have a bottle of shells that you’re trying to fill up for me. Maybe it was because in that moment when I looked into your eyes, just us two laying there, I knew I had a place in your heart. Maybe it was the way you grabbed my waist to pull me closer in your sleep. All I know is that I did not want it to end, but morning came and I was still surprised by how you kept that smile on my face.
Maybe it’s because your smile is so genuine and I feel like I can see straight into your soul when we stare at one another. Or the way you kissed my forehead when I first woke up, or the way you didn’t want to drive me home this morning because you just wanted to spend more time with me. Maybe it’s just the fact that it was YOU. But all I know is, i’m happy at this moment. And at this moment, as i’m falling asleep in my bed alone, I miss you and I wish you were here. I never wanted last night to end, but I know that there will be other nights <3